unfamiliar with god, an angel unsaved

only seeing the good in others

giving too much, being sucked dry

thought i’d be dead by now

saviors include: my therapist Bob, myself

constant, exhaustive effort to change mindset

negative core, making it turn rosy

negativity, better at talking to it

counting all the leafy plant veins

indent-less pillows, occasionally sad but hopeful

my mind will probably scare you

loving those present, appreciating those gone

desire for affection, just kiss me

you told me to do it

the scars will heal with time

getting attached quickly, you did too

(12/2/19)